We cooked some dinner: chicken katsu with shredded cabbage, rice, and she made Japanese potato salad (which is fucking delicious), and drank some wine. This morning, we had coffee and she made some pancakes. It was a great night/morning.
This one is pretty danged awesome, guys.
But recent experiences are making me hold back a bit. Right about now, and over the next week or so, seems to be the maximum lifespan of my relationships with women, at least lately.
However, we won’t really be able to spend any time together for like 2 or maybe 3 weeks, so even though I have a good feeling about her, it could all still just blow up in my face.
I guess we’ll see.
I really hit it off with this girl I went out with Thursday. We had a good time and good conversation, and she’s fucking cute as a button.
She also likes texting to say hi and just chit-chat. The last few women I’ve dated weren’t big on that, and they tried to make me feel like wanting to talk sort of often was a weird thing. I hated that feeling. There’s nothing wrong with me, I just like to feel wanted, and like showing her she’s wanted.
This girl seems to be on the same page with me there, so I think that’s a good sign.
My problem is though that I get all excited about it when it’s probably to early to do so, you know what I mean? So I’m trying to play it cool.
I am really looking forward to seeing her next weekend though, not gonna lie.
They’re going to see her cousin’s new baby and stuff. Now that he’s a bit older, he has a better understanding of what a privilege it is to be able to go, and is very excited about the trip.
He asked me if I wanted him to bring me anything back. My answer was “Mariko Shinoda” lol
It’s been so emotionally draining. I feel kind of empty now, and I feel like there is no way to fill the emptiness any time soon.
I just felt like posting this, although it’s a few weeks old now.
My kiddo graduated 5th grade. He’s off to middle school now!
I am constantly amazed when people in my life are surprised or confused when I take a scientific stance on the issues of our day. I have never hidden who I am, nor have I hidden the fact that I think about things in a very methodical, logical, and yes scientific manner. This is not a secret, and therefore should surprise no one who knows anything about me. And yet, it happens. I don’t get it.
I fucking hate those people who do stupid shit or forget important shit that makes my life more difficult, but the second I say anything they fucking freak out and go on and on about their stupid fucking problems (which are all of their own doing btw) so in order to not get into a big stupid argument I don’t say anything but FUCK WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU STUPID FUCK